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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Looking Busy

I used to work at the backroom, doing updatings and other supporting stuffs. At times, there may not be any job to do for days, sometimes maybe weeks. Sometimes when the job came, it would be a rush job, having to do it at a certain deadline.

Those times when I had nothing to do, I had to pretend I was working. Hey, the supervisor was sitting right in front of me lor. It wouldn't look nice if he was busy while I was completely free right? haha. Though I think he was pretending too sometimes.

Anyway, I had to look busy, sometimes taking out some files, looking at it (pretending I was studying the contents of course) and putting it back. I was lucky that my job enable me to move around so when I couldn't find any file to play around with, I would take a walk. Really a walk, haha. Just looking around, hoping to find someone to talk, or just error to correct.

Best of all was sometimes I could take longer timing than the stipulated lunch break. And went shopping at the nearest shopping mall hehe. Or did some personal errand. It would usually cost me another hour. But nobody questioned me haha.

That was before. Now ... let us say I have only my little corner to turn to.

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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