Cry with me, not for me.

Don't dwell on the sadness, or you will miss the happy stuff. Life may seem short, but don't make it shorter.

If I should die, I will not want those I care and love to be sad. I want them to remember the happy time we shared.

Don't cry for me when I am gone, you should cry with me when I am still around, to share time with me, and keep me company when I am lonely. Smile with me, laugh with me. When I am gone, I will not hear your crying. I can't comfort you, which I very much will want to do.

I want to share time with you while I still can. Will you let me?

work or dream ...

Last week I saw Marina Bay Sand as I was going to Lau Pau Sat. MBS looks awesome, a good place to work, before I retire. But of course it will be just a wish, a dream. Not likely to happen as I doubt I can get a new job that is comfortable for a living to support myself and my family at my age.

I had enjoyed working in the hotel line, I enjoyed F&B too. I wish I had chosen it again when I came back from Phuket. I just grab the first job I could. I don't know, whether it is good or bad choice, there is no turning back.

So I can only dream on ....

nice guy is not for keeping

It is not worth being a nice guy!

Yesterday, a new colleague said I was a nice guy. Again another person has said that. So what?!! What is the point of being a nice guy if one is alone and feeling lonely? I don't get invite to join them when they relax and having their meals. Or when they have social outing. I am only good for being there to help them.

A nice guy is someone who one goes to when the usual friend is not there to help. A nice guy is not someone one will have when one wants to have fun. Nice to have, but not for keeping!

Curse of being a nice guy!

D for ...

D-Day! 17th June. Wishing her, Happiness always!

Family plus friends equal ...

We need family, but we need friends too ....

Yes, it is often said that family matters, family is more important than friends. Friends may not turn out to be real friends.

But human needs interaction, from more than his own family. The world we live in open up our environment that does not merely surround the family alone. The human feeling needs more than the family to make a person complete. The social circle is also part of the person's life. It comes with problems often, just like family, but it is what living is all about. Only fairyland is happy ever after. Sometimes haha.

We can have a happy family, but still not a happy heart. Family and friends makes living complete.

Trust me, I know, for I am lagging in friends, close friends .... and I don't feel complete. Inside me, I feel sad.

My heart longs for friend ...

Didy on 17th

Her birthday!

If only I can spend her birthday with her ... never was able to, and unlikely to ... haiz ....

tweet tweet

Now another link to keep in touch with Didy. She has allowed me to follow her on twitter.

In my heart I have many friends, but in reality, I have none. I can only be someone looking from a distance. I know I can't spend time with any of them, to get update on them. Like a friend would when they get to meet up. Me, my only link with them is what I can get online. That is why having link with them online is important to me.

I want to be their real friend. I want a real friend. In this society, it is hard ... people dont believe friendship can exist between a male and female, especailly when one is married.

Reality sucks!

zana

wishing Zana a wonderful birthday!