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Thursday, February 11, 2010

CNY Valentines' or Valentines' CNY day

Two special occasions sharing one day does not make it special ...

So what will you wish your loved one first? In any case it is not important I suppose haha.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

midnight to sick

Down, as expected, after doing several days of midnight shifts ..... I am sick ....

CNY is coming, the wifey wanted some new household appliances, she got it. Lucky for me, I had managed to secure some cash from the sale of one of my insurances.

Now that my dancing rehearsal is over, I have to find the urge to exercise on my own .... that is not going to be easy haha.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

You got a friend ...

She probably saw my face now, but I doubt it will make any difference. I fear that I have lost my chance of being her best friend, even if it is only online.

The real world? Having a real whole is as distance as the Sun, though the Sun will likely to meet the Earth one day, long before I will ever find a best friend.

People speak about losing friends, as fast as they gain new one. Best friends may be lasting for some, and not for some. I have never really gain one, so maybe that is a good sign? I was willing to go through the heartache of having a best friend, if in the end, we still remain best friend.

But stay not the thought ... it is only a dream far away. Life is not fair ... I don't expect it to be so ....

"When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand ......"
so goes the lyrics by James Taylor

I will still be your friend .....

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

shiftmate ... or not

Samsidar will be getting back to work, glad she is getting better.

I am going to lose my shiftmate, again.

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    13 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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