Dance movie that inspire and Work that don't

Saw Staying Alive ... again, well part of it on Star Movie anyway. Had been a long time since I last saw it, seen it a few times back then. It is one of those inspiring movies on dance. It had given me motivation to continue dancing. Time and time again, whenever I watched one of those dance movies, I was inspired to continue my dancing, that dancing is what I love to do. Even now. Sometimes I feel like I had given it up too early ... that I should have still stay in this line. I don't know. Maybe I couldn't survive, but at least I would be happy doing what I love.

I don't enjoy doing what I am now. Maybe I did before but I don't feel the job nowaday .. not anymore. Think it was about a year ago. That was why it was important that I need their friendship. There is nobody here that will want me to look forward to coming to work to. If one don't enjoy one's work, at least if there are friends, there is something to look forward to. I got nothing. Yes, I do look forward to seeing some of them, but it will be just that, see them. If they don't let me be part of them, fine with me. I don't care that anymore. I am not looking for friends anymore. Colleagues okay, if they allow me to, not friends. Even to those special few, I don't want to confide my feeling or thoughts to them anymore. What I feel or thought, it will stay within me. Maybe I will blog some of those, when I feel like doing so.

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danceal is sad, danceal is lonely. danceal got problem. But this is danceal problem. Everybody has their own problems. danceal is willing to make their problem danceal problem. danceal is willing to help them if they need it. But danceal will not ask them to help danceal. They didn't want to help so danceal will not ask anymore.

danceal is done!