Dear WH, I can't express how grateful I have been in having you around, but I will try. For maybe I may never get the chance to say it. Let is short, friendship last much shorter. Some we lost because they left us, some we let go because for one reason or another. I dont have any real friend outside, the only friends I have are my colleagues. Yet I can't really say they are friends, for once work is done, I suppose the friendship is done too, till the next day haha. I really need someone I have as a close friend. Someone who care for me as much as I care for her. A friend that I can confide and share what I feel and done. And I will listen to hers too. It hasn't been easy for me, I have found a few I like as my close friend, but failing each tome. I have been unlucky always. This time I found four, but yet to know if it will work. I don't know if you will accept me either. But this I know, I will treasure knowing you, and the others, and in my heart, you all will always be my friend.

I rather see them happy.

Sometimes we do certain things because we want to make ourselves happy, but not knowing that we may stress the people we care, making them unhappy. Relationship, be it among family or friends, is a delicate process of understanding and respecting each other and each other space. The bond can only be there if we make effort to build the relationship. I will not give stress to people I want as my friends by asking them to please me. I want to see them happy, see their smiling faces, even if I may not be the one they are smiling at. I rather be the one unhappy.