I blog again

It isn't easy but I know that I have no choice. Whoever said we have a choice in what we do with our lives is wrong. We can try but the choice we attempt is always up to others whether we will get it or not. Especially friendship.

I used 2 feel optimist in life, that I deserve better. But having failed so many times, I doubt I can find any best friend. I need a best friend. But am not going to expect any chance of getting one anymore. I am defeated. I thought having find a few people that I care would be enough, but it didn't. If only I am given a chance to be their friend, a real friend. We could have been close friends these last two years, the way as I had wanted to, if only they had given me that chance. But it didn't happen.

My life is unbalanced. And I don't expect it to change. There is so much I don't like about it, but I have no choice or hope of changing it. And I will not try. I have problems, but seeing how there are others who are worse off, I consider myself lucky. Still, it doesn't changed the fact that I still have my problems. Just smaller by comparison.

The Suntec Dance competition is on this Saturday 8th Sep. I plan to watch. Hope can. Singapore has good dancers. May the best dancers get what they want. Even if they may not win, they are winners in somebody's else book.

I blog again!