My online friends

I share this blog with the selected few in my hearttohearts list. Though I may have a few other people that I have met along the way, you people are very special to me, without whom, I may not have last this long without going insane. Thank you Didy, Zana, Nur, Fad and Jas.

Through you people, I was able to have my dosage of interaction which I couldn't with real people. I was able to share myself. I have friends.

Zana, Fad and Jas, you got my email addr. You are always welcome to message me.

When you can find the time haha, yes Fad, I know you are busy and I do appreciate your reply once a while, a long while haha. Nah just joking, you don't need to feel oblige just because I email you.

Zana, hope you will be happy again .. I wish I know how to help you, but you can always sms me if you need anything ok?

Jas, really appreciate chatting with you on WLNY. I began to want to do it everytime, which I think I shouldn't. And too expensive doing it on my mobile phone haha. But I don't mind. It was money well spend.

Nur, though we only tag each other, you are just as important to me. Hope they build Starbuck nearby for you soon hehe.

Didy, I don't know if you read this blog as you have never tag me, but thank you for being there when I needed you in the past.

All of you mean a lot to me.

Almost two years ago I started blogging ... on moblog .. because I couldn't share my thoughts with anyone, especially Su. She was the one who drove me back to blogging after I stopped with Gamma, another community blogsite. She was the one who made me want to confide, but alas, she didn't want to listen. Now, her words hurt me ... again. I don't feel like opening up my feeling or thoughts to anyone again.

Should I not blog again, just remember, I will still read your blogs. Maybe tag or comment on your blogs now and then. May all of you find your happiness! Treasure your friends ... as I have treasure your friendship here. You have been great!

I am hurting inside .. but I will do it alone. I wil cry alone.

I will miss you all!

Take care.

Goodbye ...