20th September

Thursday, one more day till the weekend cometh. Though it makes no diff to me actually. There is still the resonating echo wherever I go, the sound of my cough. Sometimes I tried to dull the sound, but when it have to come, it comes, right down from the chest, as though I may accidentally cough out my lung one of these days.

Su is on hospital leave, I don't know what happened, I do hope she is okay, or will be.

I miss them, all of them. I wish I can just sms them. Haiz....

I may not fast this year. Somehow it doesn't feel the same. Last year I was so interested. I may tried to find the time to read again, maybe that will bring back the mood to want to fast. Yesterday did tried, but tired so didn't get much pages done, three pages only. And I had been reading this book more than four months ago. Very slow progress. I have forgotten what was in the 1st chapter already. Maybe I should change another book, and later come back to this one, hopefully haha.

I did bought several books few months back but haven't put in the effort to read them. Perhaps the idea of getting the books were more exciting than actually reading them. I guess it had always been like that, even when I was collecting my comics when I was young. Hey, there were still several (to put it mildly as it is actually alot hehe) comics I haven't read, and it had been many many years already haha.

As I was saying, weekend does not mean much when one is working on shift, except that if I do get the chance to go to the mall, there will be plenty of things to see, compare with weekdays. Did anyone go the nike sales at Suntec yesterday? I didn't have time to pop in, think it should be good, the sign said up to 80% discount. sigh, what a waste!

September is ending soon, soon it will be December. Is this how I see life, by months if not days? Give me something to hold on to the day, that will want me to wish that it will stay still .....