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Friday, September 14, 2007

In sickness and in breathing

Danceal is still sick. Hopefully will recover by this weekend ... I want to go out! and eat chocolates and ice-creams and chocolates!!

This morning, I was feeling low, and then, I saw Nd. She was smiling, how nice to see a friendly smile. Just that the smile wasn't for me but otheres. But it was okay, the smile was what I needed to brighten my day. The last two days was so bad for me, being sick. A friendly smile from a familiar face was what I needed. Haiz, if only she was smiling and cheering me up....

If only we can hold our breath, or stop breathing when we are sleeping. It will cease the discomfort one gets when trying to sleep. How nice if I can stop breathing when I go to sleep, then wake up and breathes again. You people out there like that also? haha.

Tuesday wemt to CA again for their cheesecakes, but only thing was, I couldn't enjoy them, because I wasn't feeling so well that night. Then everything went bad. The last couple of days I think I sleep a lot .. in the daytime, which usually I don't do, and often only when I am sick do I sleep in the daytime haha.

I believe my age is really catching up. Getting sick is getting very bad for me. Thought the last time I was sick was bad, but now I feel it is even worse. The cough felt like it could kill me, the headche aggravated the feeling even more. And most of the time I felt like I couldn't breathe, especially when I laid down to sleep. My fever has stopped, I hope haha.

My brain is a little haywire right now, if it is still there. Had wanted to write about something but forgot what it was haha. ok, will let the brain go back into storage till it is more ready ...

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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