Sunday, January 3, 2010

Wedding bell for Farhana

My first posting for 2010 ...

Not a very good start to the new year for me. Without money, I can't celebrate. I never believe in money, but not having money can restrict what one wants to do. Haiz ....

Yesterday, went to my ex-shiftmate wedding, glad I could make it.

As usual, I went alone and being alone. Yes, my other colleagues were there, but I couldn't sit at the same table as there wasn't any space. Found two of them at a table, but they had finished eating by the time I got my food, they went off to the other table, so I ended up alone.

Oh well, most important was the reason for being there at Farhana's wedding. She was the reason I went. I wouldn't want to miss it for the world. Even when my wife had asked me to skip it. Even if I could be there for only 5mins, I would still go.

She was so lovely :) Watching her from a distance, I felt tears, like a father would seeing his daughter got married. Hmmm, there is two more "daughters" I will like to see when they marry too. I wonder if I will be around still when it is time. Will I get an invitation?

Or will they forget me by then ....

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    1 year ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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