I was hoping for the last couple of years that I would get to see her, finally I did on Sunday, but it was a disappointment. She didn't seem keen on talking to me, the same as at work. Have I totally lost any chance of being her friend? I wish she could give me another chance. I need her friendship still.
I need her, I need all of them. I can't do it alone.
Everybody wants to feel wanted ... by those he cares. His family, as well as his friends or at least those he wishes can be. Life is a mess. One shouldn't be alone. I don't want to be alone. Had been the first half century, I want the remaining half, if I get to live that long, to be filled with friends, especially since I have found them.
Even Faliza didn't seem interested. Or Adik Yulie.
I wish I had done more for Nordiana on her birthday, instead of just giving her a book. But I am glad that at least she is talking to me, and replying to my smses.
I depend on sms to keep in touch. If only they know how important it is to me ....
If only they want me as much as I want their friendship. I want to be wanted ....
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago