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Monday, July 7, 2008

Wanting to be wanted

I was hoping for the last couple of years that I would get to see her, finally I did on Sunday, but it was a disappointment. She didn't seem keen on talking to me, the same as at work. Have I totally lost any chance of being her friend? I wish she could give me another chance. I need her friendship still.

I need her, I need all of them. I can't do it alone.

Everybody wants to feel wanted ... by those he cares. His family, as well as his friends or at least those he wishes can be. Life is a mess. One shouldn't be alone. I don't want to be alone. Had been the first half century, I want the remaining half, if I get to live that long, to be filled with friends, especially since I have found them.

Even Faliza didn't seem interested. Or Adik Yulie.

I wish I had done more for Nordiana on her birthday, instead of just giving her a book. But I am glad that at least she is talking to me, and replying to my smses.

I depend on sms to keep in touch. If only they know how important it is to me ....

If only they want me as much as I want their friendship. I want to be wanted ....

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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