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Thursday, July 3, 2008

not clubbing

Who am I to want to go clubbing? Clubbing is for the young and those with friends. I am not young and I don't have any friends that I can ask around if they are interested in going, just because I want to go.

I have been to club before, alone. It wasn't any fun as I like it to be. I couldn't share the joy I had in listening to the music, or having fun on the dancefloor with someone. I could only listen, watch as others enjoyed the night with their friends. With a smile on my face, but tears in my heart. I don't want to do that again.

I wish I can have friends who want to go clubbing with me. I wish I can go clubbing. I wish I have friends ...
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Does it matter? ...

  • from another blog
    Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.

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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live

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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy

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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.

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I may not show I care, but I do
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