Often I could see others keeping touch, arranging to meet up even though the other person is not around. Close friends can often be seen together, when one is busy, the other will hang around till she is free. Even staying back to wait for her friend. I will do it for my close friend too. But I can only dream of this. For my dream is broken now. Someone who could have helped me will not be around.
Nd smsed me that she is resigning. I fear this day, more so since I wasn't able to have her accept me as a close friend, hoping that in time, if we get more chance 2 spend time together, maybe I could. Now that she will be leaving, there will be no more chance for me to spend time with her. I couldn't do things for her, as a friend should, as what I like very much to do. Why do people I like so much to be around, can't be? One by one just disappear from my life. Nd will be too.
Even though I have decided not to expect to find close friend anymore, Nd will always be a close and special friend to me. Someone I will always be willing to help.
Yesterday, Nd makes me teary, twice within a month. I am sad, but I will wish her well. I guess that is the only thing I can do. I will be a speck in her life, but she has been a strength and hope in mine. Just too bad it didn't happen .... but the memory will remain in my heart, of a person who could have been my close friend.
A close friend is someone that one is willing to confide and share, one that is a comfort being around with. A close friend is someone who will always be around whether one is happy or sad. I was willing to be that close friend.
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
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14 years ago
