Live it

I have an inferiority complex, not because I am, but because people make me feel this way, everytime they reject me as a close friend, without giving me a chance. They may ignore me, deny me, but they can't take away the fact that I still care ...

People tend to be selfish, doing things if it benefits them. I don't want to be selfish. It doesn't matter if it doesn't benefit me if I do things for others. I do it because I want to. Call it a gift or call it a curse, that I don't get anything in return. But in a way I do, as I feel satisfied that I have helped someone.

In this world of insanity, maybe that is all that is sane to me. It is a gift I have, the only power that I have. No super-strength or the ability to fly, like Superman. Or the agility of Spiderman. Just a simple power of giving .. giving of myself.

I like to breeze through the crowds, avoiding contact as I swirl and twist my body to avoid them, like I will when I dance. I like to climb stairways going at two steps at a time. It may not be superspeed like what the Flash can do, but I enjoy the wind on my face as I move swiftly. Maybe that is also part of my gift.

I see life from the outside, and I feel it. Life is short ..... live it!