The taxi driver was saying how important it is to know as many language as one can, that an employee who does is an asset.. I agree with him.
It is just that I don't have any motivation to learn. I often want to learn, but along the way, I lost that drive, and so lost a language.
Even my own language chinese is not in me. I don't like to use the language, and now being force to work with it, it is making me dislike it even more. I don't really have any reason to hate it, but then, I don't really have a reason to like it either haha.
I haven't follow any chinese serials on tv for a long time, and I don't feel for CNY, again this year. It is not that I don't get any hongbao, or play firecrackers that makes me lose the festivity, maybe due to the non-existence of any house-visiting. I know lots of people dislike that part, but I miss the fun of trying out the festive cookies in every house. Perhaps that is what will bring back my interest in CNY haha. Funny thing is, I feel more excited when it was Raya, maybe because I was involved in a way, through fasting.
I know I am a disappointment, I can only blame myself for not being what I want to be and should be.
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
