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Thursday, June 19, 2008

when the day is over ...

After the months of expectation, it is like an anti-climax when the day is over. Especially when I wasn't in the celebration itself, except giving the gift and best wishes. Haiz, but I know I shouldn't expect more. I am just an outsider, that is what I have to keep saying to myself, so the frustration will be lessen.

People have coped without my presence, and they will still cope without my presence.

It is only me, trying to cope without their presences .... I am frustrated, I want more, but I can only dream ....

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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