I don't know why she didn't reply to me. She probably has a reason. If she don't want to message me, then I can only wait... and hope she will again one day. Nothing much I can do, can I?
I need her to keep me sane, but she don't need me. She has other friends. People need friends. Me included. But I have yet to find someone who needs me as much as I need her. Yes, it will probably be a her. So far, those I am keen to have as a close friend is always a her. Perhaps I believe a female can be more understanding. Not many guys can. But I know that a woman can be emotionally wicked to a guy if she is upset. I guess I will be putting myself at risk and mercy of that friend, if ever one will accept me. But it is part and parcel of making friend. There will be good days, as well as bad. Maybe others are not as tolerance, but as long as I believe in them, I will be. I understand the value of true friend. Something I have long for, but yet to have ...
Till then, I can only depend on my luck to be at the right place at the right time when they need someone to confide ... that I can be a friend, even if it may only be temporary ....
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
