anyone out there ...

I know I have lack of friends, so it shouldn't be surprising that I have nobody commenting on my blogs or facebook. Still, I can't help feeling sad, that nobody is interested in reading anything I wrote. Not that I have anything worthy for anyone to read. Still ....

I know I should be writing for myself, yet inside me, I am hoping that there will be someone out there who is interested in me, what I have to say, even if it is repetitively boring. A writer needs a reader. If not, why does he even bother to write? If there is anyone out there reading my posting, I do wish he/she will make himself or herself known, so that I will have motivation to write, perhaps writes something more meaningful. If only so, but I doubt there is anyone.

Haiz, maybe it is time I stop. I have so many things to write, yet I am feeling depressed, making it reluctant to write. And when I do, whatever I had in mind, don't come out. Often I ended up telling how depress I was.

I often commented on others posting, wishing that they too will write on mine too. I hardly had any. I want to blame it on my poor posting, perhaps that is the reason that people don't bother to comment. I hope so ...

Life is action and inter-action. I wish that there is someone out there who will comment on my posting .... I want to know that ...