I keep quiet and I loose would-be friends. I tell them how I think I loose them too, if they don't accept what I tell them. Both ways, I loose.
Yes, I know what is privacy, it is as important to me as it is to her. All I want is to be kept in touch. As a friend should. Unless I am not that friend as I want myself to be.
It hurts me that I have made her angry, and the thought of losing her. Why must all those I care don't want anything to do with me? Why can't I have a close friend? I can only dream of one. But I don't want to dream anymore, as each time, the hurt gets worse, as more dreams get dash.
It is my fate ... haiz .... crying will not help, yet it is the only thing that I can do that will not affect the other person.
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
