I used to think if I keep sending smses to them, they will get use to me, maybe accept me into their circle .... and be a close friend eventually. After all these years, nothing has changed. Sometimes even worse, as they decided to ignore me.
I know one don't have to constantly keep in touch with those you treasure, but that is provided you are already part of their lives. That you are one of their close friends. But I am not. I can do it slowly, but do I have the time?
I watched the rerun of Angel and Buffy on cable again. It is still a wonderful series to me, for though its theme may be about vampire, it is also about friendship. Both the series had the lead characters, Angel and Buffy, with thier group of friends, who supported them morally and physically. I wish I have friends like them. What is life without friends? Yes, family is important, but if you gain true friends, they are more valuable if they stick with you through thicks and thins. For they don't have to as they are not bond by blood, but through their friendship with you.
Friendship is the hardest to keep, but so easily to lose. But the bond by friendship is a treasure one should never let go if one can help it.
The countdown for me continues .... so near yet so far.
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
