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Monday, April 7, 2008

Sushi and me

Finally get to eat my sushi ... in Singapore haha. Went down to Parkway at Genki or was it Sakae Sushi haha, I get mix up with the two always. Anyway, I am finally satisfied :-D

I wanted to eat sushi while in Tokyo, I saw a sushi bar, or whatever they called it there. But my dear didn't want to eat, so I had to skip it. I remembered the last trip, the airport hotel breakfast had sushi as well as sashimi. Ate raw cuttlefish for the 1st time, and I liked it. This trip didn't had any at the hotel or anyway. I was disappointed. And everyday I kept saying I wanted my sushi when I came back to Sg, till Saturday when I got my satisfaction.

Work has been crazy with the new schedule. So far been getting nil break, really nil. So I am lucky I have my snacks on hand to silent my tummy, and to renew my energy. Not that I take my break usually. I hardly go to the canteen, when I don't have anybody to go with. And I don't have anybody always. For the last two years I don't think the number of times I went to eat can't possibly fill a month. But not that I wasnt eating. I have to eat, I get hungry often haha. I just nibbled on snacks. That is how I filled my tummy when I am at work. I filled myself up either before work, or after work.

That is why I always look forward to off days as I ate a lot. I don't go back for recall. If I stay at home, I would be looking for food every hour, it is kinda scary so I rather go out to the mall where I get to exercise my legs. And do my favourite past-time, that is shopping. And of course, eating. At least if I eat alot, I don't have to worry of my tummy growing ;-)

I am really missing my dancing. I haven't been to the malay group session for a few months. They didn't contact me, I didn't bother. I don't know, maybe I am out of place. I am a little disappointed with the group also, too much time wasted as they are not organised.

I need a real dance group. But then, I am getting on in years, my body isn't what it was, maybe it is time I retire.

I want to go clubbing, but my dear don't. I got no outlet to show off, I am feeling frustrated again. But I have to keep it within me.

But without the two important things in my life, dancing and friends, I don't know how much I can withhold my frustration ...

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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