letting go, with a sad heart.

a couple of days older, not necessarily wiser. Was foolish to think I can be accepted, just because they were nice and friendly. I still think they would make good friends, but they may not find me convenient to be friend with, basically our language barrier. I may not find that a real problem, but obviously they do. Whatever their reasons, I only know that I have lost my chance to have close friends. Again. I feel sad, feeling not appreciated to be anyone close friend. But nothing I can do if they don't want to give me a chance. I don't want to stress them. I want them to be happy, so ... am letting go and moving on ..... with a sad heart.