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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Better to not wanting ...

Sometimes one should let things be as it is, and not whine about not having it.

I finally get to go KL, not alone, but it costs me alot. I am getting real broke. Maybe should have let myself gain financially before wishing to do something. It is too late to change my plan. I can only hope I can survive through this.

What I had in mind was just with my wife, or maybe some friends. It would cost less. Having a the whole family meant I have to give them a better deal than the basic. Maybe I should have just acccept going off alone. I would then have a lesser stress, mentally and financially.

In any case, I had to make some unexpected changes to my future ..... and possibly my expectation.

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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