It felt weird not having the Malay colleagues around, which do happened once a while. Eversince I mix around more with the Malay girls, I have gotten so use to wanting them around.
The last two days had me not working with them. I miss them.
I am missing my other colleagues too, especially the 3. Not being able to work with them also mean I lose out getting to know them, and doing things together. And the chance of gaining their friendship ... not just being colleagues but real friends. But, haiz, I suppose it wouldn't make any difference. The fact is they don't need my friendship as much as I need them.
I have lost count how long it had been, but after so many years, I still miss not having them around. The memories may not be there much, but the heart still cares for them, as friends that were there when I needed some, even if it didn't last or being the companions as I wished them to be.
I know that even the present colleagues will not be there forever, like those people I knew before disappeared once we don't work together. Just because they are not there will not mean that they are not treasured in my heart.
Friendship means alot to me ....
(yes, another selfpity posting haha. but i really do miss their friendship ...)
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
