To make a wish

Yulie had her birthday last week. In a few days time, another birthday of someone special. And I know I will not be there to celebrate. I dare not ask, I know I will be disappointed. I will sms her, but I will not be surprised if she didn't acknowledge it. Suhaili hasn't acknowledge any of my smses.

I can only keep on wishing to all of them ... to celebrate with them, that is as likely as snow in Singapore...

I wish to celebrate their birthday one day, but that is not as important as their wishes will come true.

Letting go ...

I felt sad that she seemed to be avoiding me, but I guess I didn't do anything to make our friendship work. Not anymore. I guess I am giving up. I still like her and feel she would have make a good friend, but she hasn't shown the interest to want to have me as a best friend. I could use a best friend.

In a way, I have found someone who is like a best friend. At least she took the trouble to keep me company. But I know I shouldn't have any expectation, which always become shortlived. Friendship never last for me. For the time being, I am happy that I don't have to feel lonely, sometimes. I hope we can remain shiftmate always, but knowing the company, I can only wonder how long will this last ...

Letting go is hard, but I will always consider her a good friend. Everyone of them ...

Good chocolate ....

"A good friend is like a good chocolate ... Nothing artificial ... Quality ingredients ... And always Appreciated."

This was written on the bookmark.

Thank you Samsidar, for your friendship.

My destiny ...

Do anyone read my blog? I doubt so. Not even Didy, which make me wonder why I bother to make a dedication haha. I wish they can read, the reason I started writing in the first place. I wanted them to know about me, just as much as I wanted to know about them.

People change. I do too, my expectation, my dream. But I will still care for them, those I long to have as my friends, yet till this day, I haven't been as successful as I wish it to be. I want to have friends who can be with me 10yrs or more from today, but I know that will not be possible. Stupid dream for a dreamer like me haha.

Friends ... I treasure friends, but I can only expect acquaintances, people who drift in and out of my life. Just like I do in theirs.

I will do my best to be the best acquaintance to drift into their lives, not expecting anything from them. That is my destiny .....
Danceal will be a friend to those he cares, regardless if they feel the same about him.