She probably saw my face now, but I doubt it will make any difference. I fear that I have lost my chance of being her best friend, even if it is only online.
The real world? Having a real whole is as distance as the Sun, though the Sun will likely to meet the Earth one day, long before I will ever find a best friend.
People speak about losing friends, as fast as they gain new one. Best friends may be lasting for some, and not for some. I have never really gain one, so maybe that is a good sign? I was willing to go through the heartache of having a best friend, if in the end, we still remain best friend.
But stay not the thought ... it is only a dream far away. Life is not fair ... I don't expect it to be so ....
"When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand ......"
so goes the lyrics by James Taylor
I will still be your friend .....
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
