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Monday, October 26, 2009

I want to celebrate her birthday

Sometimes I wish I can drop my "M" status ...

I will still be faithful to my wife, but without the "M", maybe I can get the friends that I wanted. Don't get me wrong, I am not on a sexual hunt, or looking for a good time, though having friends do mean having a good time. What I am trying to say is, if being married is preventing me from sharing time with female friends, then I want to drop the status. Friendship means a lot to me, friendship is all I wanted from them.

I allow my wife to go out with her male friend, it is good to have male friends as well as female. She got to celebrate with him on his birthday. But me, I can't. Because the world is not as tolerance as me. I don't blame her if she will feel awkward about having meal alone with me. Society will gossip. She don't want it. It is frustrating, me letting my wife going out with her best friend, but I can't do the same ... I do wish to celebrate her birthday ...

If wanting female friend is my wish, then I am doomed to be friendless. That is the wish of society....

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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