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Monday, August 24, 2009

Ramadan 09

It is Muslim Ramadan ...

Last year I didn't puasa due to my operation, I will like to try again this year, at least as many days as I can. Of course, I will not be fasting the way the Muslim does it, nor do I do it in a religious way. I just want to experience fast at this time of Ramadan, together with my Muslim friends ... and hopefully I can gain point with God, though I doubt I will gain any, as not doing it the way he will want a believer to do, whether being a Muslim or not.

Last year, though I didn't puasa, I was fortunate to have a few of many colleagues letting me joined them to break fast a couple of days. It was the first time I got to do it. It was nice, I felt happy. For two years that I had fast, I didn't get to share the breaking, nor got invited to their home during. Though only Yul invited me last year, it was enough. I don't expect more. I wonder, will she invite me again? Or any of them?

I will try to read up the book on the Prophet again this year as I do the puasa. I seek peace within me ....

Does it matter? ...

  • Parting is such ... - It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touc...
    14 years ago

Thank you, for sparing your precious time with me

To me:

Even if you are no longer keeping in touch, I
will still care for you. I need you but I will not ask anything from
you.


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Next to needing a close friend, Dance is
everything .... and when I start losing the passion for dance, I know I have
lost my desire to live


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my friend is less to serve me, rather it is more about
me making them happy


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Sms
is important to me. It keeps me in touch with those who matter to me. It is what
prevent me from going insane. They don't understand, I don't blame them. I am
just a fool thinking that he is wanted.


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I may not show I care, but I do
...


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