Join their practice session as I was free, I joined the guys to learn some malay dance steps, was easy, and I could have learnt the whole song if not for the new dancers who were slow. But made no difference, as I probably will forget the whole dance when I next come, which will be irregular due to my shift ....
If only I can perform a malay dance, I didnt get to do it last time. It would be nice. Afterall that was why I joined the group in the first place. But I suppose another reason make me come back. I enjoy being with the group, even if I don't participate in everything they do. I want to be belong, feel wanted, part of the gang. I don't know ... will I ever be able to?
Like learning their dance, I have to take it one step at a time ... even if I want to do it faster. I have no control of what others want ... I don't even have control of what I want ..... haiz ...
Parting is such ...
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It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you
are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in
touc...
14 years ago
