my ex shiftmate

I saw Samsidar yesterday, she is back to operation work. She is still limping. I feel sad for her. So young and this had to happen to her. One serious accidents can change one's life. May she heal soonest. If only the doctor had did something earliest, maybe she would have recovered by now.

I miss helping her. Now that we are not shiftmate any longer, I will not get to see her that often.

I miss her friendship ....

video taking

It has been a while since I last used my videocam. I want to take more video, specially performances. I miss recording performance videos.

Used to take photos, those film type. Especially dance performances. I don't have any slr camera, but this camera I am using is good enough I suppose. I want to take photos too. Performance shooting. With my camera and videocam, I will be happy snapping away. But lately got no event for me to take. I have lose touched with the dance group. No dance event outside too. Those that I can attend to anyway. Haiz ....

I miss doing these ...

I don't want my camera and videocam to die .... out of silent!

waiting for a friend

A little disappointed today, there was time, but I didn't get the chance as someone else wanted her time.

I wanted to hear about her trip. But I will listen to anything she want to chat.

I know I can't expect her to devote her time for me, I don't want her to. She has other friends. I have to wait. Maybe I get another opportunity, maybe not.

I will wait ... because I am her friend.

I will wait ... for anyone I consider my friend.