To make a wish

Yulie had her birthday last week. In a few days time, another birthday of someone special. And I know I will not be there to celebrate. I dare not ask, I know I will be disappointed. I will sms her, but I will not be surprised if she didn't acknowledge it. Suhaili hasn't acknowledge any of my smses.

I can only keep on wishing to all of them ... to celebrate with them, that is as likely as snow in Singapore...

I wish to celebrate their birthday one day, but that is not as important as their wishes will come true.

Letting go ...

I felt sad that she seemed to be avoiding me, but I guess I didn't do anything to make our friendship work. Not anymore. I guess I am giving up. I still like her and feel she would have make a good friend, but she hasn't shown the interest to want to have me as a best friend. I could use a best friend.

In a way, I have found someone who is like a best friend. At least she took the trouble to keep me company. But I know I shouldn't have any expectation, which always become shortlived. Friendship never last for me. For the time being, I am happy that I don't have to feel lonely, sometimes. I hope we can remain shiftmate always, but knowing the company, I can only wonder how long will this last ...

Letting go is hard, but I will always consider her a good friend. Everyone of them ...